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C H A P T E R O N E : P A R T 01
Flicking my sword free of new stains in a movement I lend hardly any thought to I spare a glance to my side, a smile passing over my lips when a blur of white blonde streams behind me, my companion striking another as easily as I did my own with a weapon that glitters like pure crystal before he moves onto the next. Our eyes meet momentarily and I see early dawn hues reflected in the same golden mirrored in nearly every other person on this battlefield. I see short layered strands of snow white hair tied high on my head and the fluttering tendrils of long pink bangs plastered by sweat and anotherís blood to features not quite my own. Iím given a knowing grin that I return before weíre both in action once more, our bodies moving in opposite directions towards the others that flank us Ėa dance weíve practiced together many times over the years and one weíve all but perfected.
Two different beings from two different races, yet we move and we fight as if we were made to do so together since day one.
This battle and the countless that have come before are not mine but for him I have fought them, just as I will continue fighting them until he needs me to fight no more. I gave this man my heart many years ago and itís because of this that I am where I am Ėstriking, maiming, and killing any and all who are against him, doing my best to free him of the obstacles he faces in any way that I can. I fight for the one I love. I have lived all these years with him and where he goes, I have promised to follow. What he needs of me, I will always give. Iíve risked everything just to be with him and Iíll continue risking it until the very end.
I would die for him if he asked it. Hell, I would die for him even if he didnít ask it. He owns me completely, thoroughlyÖ mind, body and soul.
Fire explodes somewhere in the distance and I pay it no more mind than I have in the past as my sword finds purchase in anotherís flesh, nor do I bother to pause for the screams and smells of burning flesh that soon permeates the very air. There was once a time that the one who wields that fire had turned it upon me, believing me to be the same as those who robbed him of a life, of a loved one and forced what he now uses so easily into him against his will. There was a time that he and the person I know stands at his side the way I stand at the side of the one I adore would not see me any differently than those on this field, but that time has since long gone and as itís been for many years now, we both work towards common goals that arenít ours simply because our heartsí needs outweigh all else. Honestly though, Iíve never held it against him because of all those out there, Iíve always been able to understand his point of view. He isnít the only one those he hates robbed of a life, nor is he the only one thatís been left stained by their hands.
My people are assholes, plain and simple, and they deserve the hate he once directed at me. The Maker knows that I give them more of their share for what they did to me alone.
I look up to find two before me and I nearly scoff in response. We arenít of the same people and itís a mistake this race seems to make time and time again when we confront one another Ėthey, just like my own kind often assume themselves superior and canít seem to fathom what I already know to be true. They fight just as we fight, synchronized, practiced and as liquid as a well oiled machine, but I have the advantage because my limits do not fall in the confines of their rules. Iíve fought in battles thousands of years before any of them were ever born. I was created to be a soldier, a perfect instrument of death and even though Iíve spent many years fighting against that purpose, when it comes down to it there are some things that are impossible to completely deny.
One dies at my hands as he fails to complete a strike meant to wound me and the other snaps the instant it happens, her movements suddenly erratic in a way that makes the fury in her hits merciless and dealt without constraint. This isnít the first rage Iíve seen in all these years however Ė whether I be on the receiving end of one in the battlefield or the subject of it much closer to home. All structure and reasoning flies out the door when this happens to them, leaving only the raw, pure emotion of despair. It can be deadly for most, but unfortunately when facing someone like myself; itís a weakness to be exploited all on its own. Iíve fought enough of these people to know what Iím up against and how to counter it, just as Iíve allowed myself to be torn apart by it at very hands of the one I love more than once in the past.
Yet despite my apt counters and even faster counterstrikes, she begins to gain ground as she lashes out at me over and over, magic thrown when she can muster it that I too must block. The person I killed must have been her partner from the way she comes at me, and part of me wants to feel sympathy for her loss while all of me understands the grief that consumes her now. To lose the person you love in an instant is something I couldnít even bear to think of myself.
Itís why that for as much as I understand her, I allow myself no time for her sorrow and I think little when she too is stricken down. Iím here for that exact reason and she and her partner die so I can keep my own.
I take only a moment to recover because I know that a moment is all I can spare, and breathing heavily in the aftermath I turn to find my companion while the scent of blood, sweat, fear, fire and death hangs heavily in the thickened air. I find him as I always do, his lithe body locked in a deadly dance with another and for the first time in years, I make a decision that Iíll forever regret. Perhaps it was the fury of the woman I just killed that caused it to happen, or the moment of empathy I couldnít help but feel for her plight, but those few frantic seconds I spent watching him would end up costing me it all.
It happens in that instant, the screech of metal and the gleam of silver flying out off my blindside and in one, horrifying moment before the hit, I lose sight of the one I love. Like an explosion the world around me flairs impossibly bright and Iím blinded, the resulting ringing deafening in my ears. White spots my surroundings as I stare in disbelief and I realize a second later that Iíve stopped moving, the sword in my hand suddenly too heavy for me to hold. I can see his mouth open and twisted but I canít hear anything heís saying, let alone the guttural ground shaking scream that comes from him the second my weapon clatters onto the ground. I blink, suddenly finding myself unable to pull in a full breath and itís as if thereís a restraint wrapped around my chest making it impossible for me to take in any air. Iím only vaguely aware that heís running towards me, only vaguely aware that another of his kind drops at my side, only vaguely aware that the glimmer of crystal has taken off that personís head. Blood rises up from within and soon, itís all I can taste in my mouth Ėwarm, metallic like copper and itís choking me, but for some reason Iím unable to spit any of it out. The world spins ruthlessly back in and with it, the pain begins to burn me somewhere deep inside. Itís then that my eyes pull from my loved one and drop down to find a serrated piece of metal protruding from my ribs, the tip of it slowly ticking in tune to the heart itís pierced and the warmth of the blood that seeps from my armor feels almost soothing in its quell.
My legs give way a moment later and thatís when everything begins to rush back into focus, the pain sharpening with every breath I labor to take. Hands familiar and comforting are there to catch me and I canít help but smile in response. If thereís one thing Iíve always been able to count on itís that this man, this amazing, beautiful creature will always be here to catch me when I fall.
I hear his voice calling me but the only response I can give comes not from my mouth but from my throat when the foreign object is wrenched from its place and like acid splashed on tender skin, the hole thatís left burns me straight down to my core. I feel the wind, his breath, and my own blood breaking against it as I would ocean waves crashing upon the shore. And then fire, so much fire, scorching every single minute nerve.
Heal yourself, I hear him tell me, his demands turning quickly into frantic cries.
I stare up into gold eyes blazing but the blood in my mouth prevents me from saying anything I want to say in return. Instead I pull inward for a moment and inside, I desperately attempt to do what heís told me to do. He continues asking me, pleading, and then demanding that I do what Iíve always done in the past without fail. But with a sudden onset of dread I realize my body isnít listening and I think my heart comes to terms with it a second or two before my brain has a chance to catch up. I know in that moment that thereís too much damage done and it simply cannot comply.
My body it seems has realized it before I have, that Iím already dead and thereís nothing at all I can do to stop whatís begun to pass.
I want to lift my hand up and touch those beautiful features currently twisted in rage and despair. I want to smile at him and tell him how sorry I am, and that I never meant for it to happen like this. I wish to kiss him one last time and say that while I know I promised to be with him always, for what Iím about to do, I hope heíll eventually find a way to forgive me for failing in that promise now. I want to tell him something I know he already knows but Iíd like to relay to him just the same - that I love him with every small fiber of my now broken body and I have cherished every second Iíve been gifted at his side.
But I canít because my mouth isnít working, my voice is gone, my limbs have become lead and the world that surrounds us has already begun to slip from my feeble grasp. He pleads for me to stay with him and I can do nothing but deny him in silence and watch as he slides farther and farther away from me, his cries dulling to a comforting hum and the halo of light thatís always surrounded him in my eyes suddenly so bright that it burns every last sensation away.
Oh god ~~~~, I think I really fucked this all upÖ
White eyes flecked with tiny streaks of pink snap wide open, heavily panted breaths spilling into the otherwise still darkened air. Sliding a single hand up, the Angel threads his fingers into wayward strands of sweat dampened snow, his mind racing and his heart aching even as the freshness of the dream begins to slide into obscurity.
Furrowing his brows, Jun stares at the intricate tiling of the ceiling far above for a few long moments while the disorientation he feels continues to fade, the acute pain he felt in the dream soon dulling and the screams so loud and piercing becoming little more than a quiet background hum. With a sigh, his eyes close briefly and he does what he always does by attempting to grasp onto what little of the images that still remain. His attempts are futile however and within seconds, the crispness is all but gone. A soft touch at his jaw line rouses him and he reopens his eyes, turning his head to the side to find a pure white gaze staring at him through the darkness in sleepy concern.
ďBad dream again?Ē the taller Angel asks him, to which he gives a small nod in reply before pulling his hand from his hair and turning over onto his side.
Strong arms encircle him as his face sinks against a bare chest, and he inhales the other manís scent before closing his eyes once more, while soft, careful fingers begin stroking through his long, damp hair. He always feels that thereís something not quite right about the older Angelís scent after waking, but the comfort his superior gives him never wavers despite these shows of constant, continuous weaknesses on his part and he finds himself grateful to Haniel for it just the same.
The dreams have been the same since they began. Every night he finds himself in that battlefield, killing people heís never seen before and fighting next to someone he doesnít know. Every night he sees himself through someone elseís eyes and every night heís haunted by themÖ those gold eyes Ėonly, he knows they arenít truly gold but blue, bright and piercing, deep and dark, as dark as the midnight sky. He doesnít know how he knows that since they are always golden in his dream, but somewhere in his heart he knows it just the same.
Every night heís haunted by that manís screams, haunted when he calls his name. And every night he calls a name in return, a name he can never remember the moment heís jolted from the dream. The moment he dies is the moment he wakes and itís in that moment that the name is completely taken from his mind.
Haniel has told him that the dreams mean nothing, that along with the specks of color in his eyes, they are simply a side effect of his failed portal travel. That sometimes when one isnít disciplined enough as he obviously hadnít been when he attempted it, memories can be distorted and their minds will play tricks by way of jumbled, nonsensical dreams but they, along with the taint of color he now carries, will fade in time.
But as he begins to slip back under the curtain of blackness that awaits him, and just as itís been almost every night since the dreams began, he finds little comfort in that knowledge. Nor does he find much comfort in his superiorís embrace because even though the sharpness of it is dulled, his embrace feels nothing like the one he knew in his dream. He knows that when he wakes again, this haunted feeling will have left him as it always does, but it too gives him little comfort and heís left as usual, at the mercy of it until itís gone.
Taking another breath in, Jun buries his face closer, his last memories before sleep takes hold again are that of the fingers combing softly through his tussled hairÖ
Later this afternoon heíll make his way into those peaks, to the place where the forest drops into a narrow, secluded valley. A waterfall leaps off the cliff to feed a perfectly blue lake below, where deer and other animals often come to drink. Itís peaceful and undisturbed and when he can leave his responsibilities in the twin fortresses, he goes there to sit among the tall trees that rise along the edge of the bluff and visit the carved stone that houses all that remains of the one he loves most in the world.
As he considers the impending visit, the focus begins to slide from dark eyes along with the color, black streaks suffusing the skin around his eyes and cheeks as the magic takes hold. The landscape bleeds into spots of muted color, and slowly Zephyrís head begins to sink down until his forehead rests against the window, the memory imposing itself without warning...
Sparks flare to life as steel meets shimmering crystal, cascading to the trampled grass underfoot without notice, the screeching howl lost in the general noise of battle. With a grin, I bear down on the shorter Dark, forcing him to commit his entire frame into keeping me in place, watching the strain of it awaken on his sweat streaked face. Thereís no doubt about which of us is the better fighter, Iím stronger and faster, and while heís putting up a good front, thatís all it really is. Shoving him back, I step in close, one hand closing on his shoulder even as heís stumbling. Sunlight catches the sparkling flecks in the blade of my sword as it slams home, passing through leather and cloth to shred flesh and tissue, crimson splattering his armor and mine alike. The golden, glaring eyes widen, the light already beginning to dim even as I tug the weapon free and step away.
The other man collapses and I turn, catching a glimpse of a familiar presence at my back, our gazes meeting as I wipe the blood from my face. I canít help but to grin at Jun, flirtatious despite the fact weíre standing amidst the carnage of a battlefield, just like I canít help finding him to be insanely sexy with his stained armor, sweat dampened hair, and crimson-streaked sword. If it were possible Iíd stop time and take him here and now right in the middle of everything. Iíd lay my claim right alongside the marks Iíd left last night, marks that show the world to whom he belongs. He returns the grin, likely knowing exactly what Iím thinking after thirty-five years together and completely accepting it. Then heís in motion once again, the melodic chime of nine rings resonating softly, a striking counterpoint to the screams and clashing weapons that otherwise permeate the air.
For a second I watch him, sliding through stances with the fluidity of water, graceful and beautiful and deadly. We were born to do this, he and I, different cultures and for different reasons, but we are both warriors, and nowhere is it more apparent than on the field of battle. What we do, we do well, and those in our path will find their ends.
A pair of Dark face off against the one I love, and as I move to engage one of them, a tall, slender woman intercepts, planting herself in my path. I recognize her vaguely, someone Iíve glimpsed at various holidays, but never actually met. From the way her brilliant golden eyes attempt to burn through me, however, youíd think I had broken her heart. Her flaxen hair is streaked with as much blood as her twin short swords, her face serious as she sinks into a defensive stance, beckoning with one of the blades.
I accept her invitation, and our swords begin a dance of silver and crystal, opening maneuvers meant to test one another. Sheís fast, but the quickness comes at a price, sapping her endurance, and I settle into the fight, remaining on the defensive while she wears herself out with strike after strike. Throughout it all I continue to grin--thereís something about battle that makes me feel so alive in ways that almost nothing else does. The harmony of blood, magic, and sweat work against my senses like the finest club drug, stringing them out to a level just short of painful and leaving me with an unparalleled clarity. This is the reason I was created, this is where I excel, honing my skills since I could walk, and I was always an excellent student.
Somewhere in our exchanges, I realize that Jun is no longer behind me, but before I can reach for him telepathically, the other Darkís sword grazes my thigh, a scorching line of fire that forces me to hold my focus on the one before me. Sliding my free hand to the hilt of the longsword, I whip the blade in a high arc that she easily dodges, but when I shift for what she believes will be a reverse swing, I pivot instead, keeping our bodies close and presenting my back to her while leaving my weapon in place. My true intention hidden from her view by my body, I drop my right hand and bring the sword around in my off hand, catching her completely unaware. I didnít grow up with the best tactician our people have seen in generations and not learn a thing or two. The glimmering blade sinks half its length into her unprotected stomach before I wrench it free, crimson trailing behind to splatter against the grass underfoot.
She stumbles away, already forgotten as silver flashes off to my side, the glint of sunlight on the edge of a long knife, and then I hear the unmistakable sound of metal punching through hardened leather, a soft gasp, and the tinkling of nine rings that is abruptly silenced as the weapon hits the ground. Even before I turn thereís a part of me that knows these sounds will haunt my dreams for as long as I live. Jun stands beside two dead bodies, the broken blade of the knife standing out from his chest just beneath his heart. Blood pumps steadily from the wound, a river of scarlet that shows no sign of slowing.
Iím in motion almost before I even realize, moving on autopilot to close the distance between us, my sword cutting through the air to neatly sever the neck of the Selestarri at Junís side, his hands still wrapped around the hilt of the broken knife. Golden eyes meet mine in that very last second, and the stranger smiles, gleeful despite the heavy toll I extract. My attention is skewed, however, as Junís legs give way and I dive to catch the other man. Knees skid in the muddy grass, my arms easily taking his weight, cradling his slender frame as though he were made of the most fragile glass. I call his name once and then again when he doesnít respond, a heartbeat ticking by before slightly unfocused pink eyes lift to meet mine.
ďYouíre okay, Jun, youíre okay,Ē I reassure him, and although I donít want to admit it yet, Iím reassuring myself as well. I wrap my hand around the broken blade, apologizing before yanking it free, heedless of the deep gash it scores across my palm. The sound that wrenches from Junís throat tears at my heart, his beautiful features twisted with pain. ďYou can heal yourself,Ē I tell him, my voice strained with worry. ďDo you hear me? Heal yourself.Ē The wound continues to flow freely, and I press my injured hand against it, a band aid against a crimson flood. ďNow,Ē I demand. ďFucking heal yourself.Ē
But nothing happens. No surge of energy, no seamless knitting of tissue, no change at all except the slowing of his heart beneath my hand. I beg him then, desperate, pleading with him to heal, to fight, to stay with me, but itís becoming horribly clear that Jun is no longer able to do any of those things. ďI love you,Ē I whisper raggedly, switching to accented Angelic. Tears blur the edges of my sight and Iím scared, more scared than Iíve ever been. ďYou canít leave me.Ē The slight tint of scarlet stains his lips, but pain tinged, dawn-drenched eyes remain locked on mine. ďPlease, Beautiful, I need you.Ē I need him like I need air to breathe. He is the one who holds my heart, my reason for waking each morning, the very best part of my life. He is my everything, and without him Iím nothing. Without him Iím empty.
None of my words make any difference, the chest beneath my shaking hand falling still, the light in the eyes that hold mine fading out, his body heavy and unresponsive. A moment later snow white wings unseal, the feathers stark and pure against the bloodied ground. Numb, I stare for a long minute before gathering him close, hugging tight as I will the life back into him, begging the gods or fate or whatever divine powers exist to give him back to me, offering myself in exchange, but as always thereís only silence.
Raw and broken, my heart shatters with an almost audible snap, driving despair down deep into my core even as senses shift into hyper clarity, the sounds and smells of the battlefield crisp and pure in a way that borders on unnatural. Spots of white and gold cloud my vision, thickening rapidly into a haze, and with shaking hands, I gently kiss Jun one last time before carefully lowering his body to the ground. Climbing to my feet, grief hits the blood and magic that saturates the very air and rage wells up, frigid as the coldest winter storm. I offer it no resistance, more than willing to let it free if it will blunt the pain.
Frost snakes across the trampled grass at my first shaking step, glittering ice that sends those around me, enemies and allies alike, backing away. The magic trapped behind my barriers strains for release and I comply, a smile spreading across my lips, cold and detached, as it lashes out, dropping the closest Selestarri in a welter of blood. Iíll kill them all, every last one of these motherfuckers, destroy their lives as mine has been destroyed. This land will drown in blood so deep it never surfaces.
With barely a thought lent, I teleport to the closest Dark, the shimmering longsword appearing in my hand a fraction of a moment before I drive it into his chest. Blood splatters against my face and neck, thick and steaming in the suddenly cold air, but I pay it no attention, instead dropping into another teleport to repeat the process with the next person, and then the next, and the next...
The gasp that seizes his throat echoes throughout the large room, coffee splashing over his wrist to scorch pale skin. The white and gold haze that had overtaken his sight in his memory resolves into smeared color before slowly focusing on the lake and forest that spread into the east far beneath the window. Panted breath fogs the glass and Zephyr straightens to his full height, surprised to find his fingers pressed against his rapidly beating heart. The old hurt wells up strong and thick, a cloying, suffocating sensation. Pulling his hand away, he stares down at the thick white mark across his palm before dropping his arm to his side. They say time heals all wounds, but some will never mend, instead striking again and again with pain as hot and fresh as the first day.
Tucked into the wide bed set in a niche at the side of the room, the shift in the Seekerís stance and the startled sound draw the attention of the dark-haired man. Abandoning the light blankets and the heavy, leather bound book in his lap, Innic rises from the bed he shares with his partner, long strides quickly closing the distance across the tiled floor. Sunset-tinted eyes sweep over the other Selestarri, taking in the long, gradated white-gold and black hair, the second coffee that is always prepared but never drunk, and the opened case holding the nine-ring sword. Without a word he steps up behind his best friend, arms wrapping around the slightly taller frame, his face sinking against the soft material of Zephís shirt.
Outside the window, the dawn sky is beginning to fade to blue as morning takes hold. A flock of birds soars past, dark wings speckled with splatters of white, a few carrying fish from the lake in their talons. ďTen yearsÖĒ the blonde finally whispers. Ten years after the day that shattered his heart. Ten years after the foundation his everything was built on crumbled to dust. Ten years of pain and loss and heartache that never eases, it just grows colder and deeper, ingrained fully in every inch of his body. The arms wrapped around him squeeze gently, imparting a comfort he canít feel, that he hasnít been able to feel for a long time.
ďWhereís your head at today, Zeph? Do you need me to stay close by?Ē The questions are gentle, the concern genuine and justified, but it irritates him all the same, grating on nerves already unsettled by the memory of Junís death.
He shrugs out of Innicís arms, stepping to the side and taking a moment to carefully close the lid of the sword case before setting the half empty cup of coffee beside its untouched twin. Turning away, fingers latch onto his wrist to halt his movement, the tips pressing against the scars that span from wrist to elbow. Narrowed dark eyes, their color only beginning to return, meet their orange counterparts, cold as the midwinter sky. ďNot there, not right now at least.Ē
Wrenching his arm from the other Selestarriís hold, Zephyr spins around and stalks toward the doorway of their room, his frigid demeanor settling into place with an almost audible click. ďI wasnít successful the first three times,Ē he snaps, his tone bitter. ďSeems like Iím destined to live, whether I want to or not ÖĒ